My heart's desire

My heart's desire .

Chapter 59

Jade

*Mom and dad have left, and I'm waiting for Dante to come and fetch me from here. I have been discharged, and I'm meeting my therapist tomorrow. I'm still in bed thinking about what I have decided to do.*

Dante : Are you ready to go?

*I snap out of my zone after feeling his kiss on my lips.*

Jade : I hear you come in .

Dante : What were you thinking about ?

Jade : Us.

Dante : What about us?

Jade : Can we talk when we're reach home. Which house am I going to?

Dante : Mine.

*I nod, and he helps me to the car . I find wings and flowers on my seat, and my eyes start tearing up . Thu snigga I'd making me fall even more in love with him.*

Jade : Oh baby , thank you.

*I say, perking his lips. He smiles and hugs me tight .*

Dante : I love you.

Jade : I love you more. Which is why we have to talk.

Dante : As you wish . Just don't stress the little cub .

Jade : I would never let anything happen to our dynamite.

Dante : So many nicknames

*He says smiling . He puts his hand on my thighs as he drives, and I look out the window . This is for the best. For my own piece of mind. I close my eyes for a while, and then I feel him shaking me up . I must have passed out.*

Dante : We're here .

*I nod, and he opens the door and comes around to open mine. He helps me out, and we make our way in .*

Dante : Do you need anything?

Jade : Nothing much, just my fruits and ice cream.

*Ho nods, standing up to go grab em. I follow behind, feeling like my famous sandwich.*

Dante : I'll bring it to you relax

Jade : I feel like a sandwich

Dante: I'll make it for you. How do you make it?

*I smile and give him all the ingredients he needs, and he starts making it . I take a video, and he looks so hot.*

Jade : No one has ever looked so good while making a pregnancy craving.

*He smiles and gives it to me to taste. The one he made even has a decoration. It looks really good. I moan after taking my first bite. It tastes amazing.*

Jade : This is so good.

*A few minutes later, I'm done and sipping my milkshake while we're on our way to the dining room. He makes me a comfortable spot to sit and cuddles me.*

Jade : I have about 4 illusions .

Dante : Go on .

Jade : They're Emma, the one you know Luca, and no, he's gay and not the one at work. Kay and Estelle.

Dante : I have never heard you talk about the others .

Jade : I know. Emma has been the one who's appeared the most over the years. Luca disappeared after I got serious with my therapy and allowed myself to vent. He was kinda not good for me. Estelle was the kindest, but that kindness always made me find myself in difficult situations and be taken advantage of, so she also left. Kay is my best friend he became a part of my life in high school. He taught everything I know, and he's always been the dare devil among us. He's the one who came to help me kill you.

Dante : I take none of them like me .

Jade : Well, that's actually not my fault. Only Emma and Kay know you, so you're still a bit safe. So one day I went to this club. With a group of friends, and while I was in the bathroom, a guy came in and started getting aggressive with me. I tried to stop, but he wasn't budging. Tried screaming, but it was useless. I was in a freaking club. He had a knife, and fortunately for me, Kay had taught me how to fight. I got a hold of the knife and stabbed right in his eye. He started screaming and stumbling down, but I didn't give a flying monkey about that. I sat on top of his chest and pulled the knife out, and stabbed him over and over again in his face for about 30 minutes . I stabbed him until he couldn't move, and I still didn't stop until I heard someone knocking. I quickly got up and moaned loudly . The person finally gave up and left. He was swimming in a pool of blood. I had to get out of there, but I was afraid of the cameras. I got out through the window after clearing the place of anything that may trace the murdure back to me. I ran to my car to change my clothes. I went back inside and headed for the camera room . I peaked inside and luckily for he was out. Probably drunk. I have always been good at sneaking in, so I did just that. With Kay's help, I'm teaching me some tech. I made sure to delete every footage they had about the entire week and then silently make my way back out. I couldn't just leave, so I texted my friends telling them that I am going to sleep at Ella's place. I drive straight home and took the longest bath I had ever taken and promised myself I wouldn't tell a soul. A few days later the death of nigga was well known and apparently I had stabbed him 103 times and he's face wasn't even recognizable. I'm telling you all this because I trust you, and I'm willing to risk it all for you. I'm breaking my own rules and letting you in again, and I hope I won't have to kick you out again .

Dante : Thank you for trusting me with all of that. It must've been so hard keeping all that to yourself, and I promise never to put you in such a situation again .

*Oh, I lived perfectly, and it really didn't bother me, but he doesn't have to know that. He flips me over, hovering over me . He gives me his Colgate smile before smashing his lips onto mine. I kiss him back as he deepens it. I'm overly in love with this soul .*