My heart's desire

My heart's desire

Chapter 49

Ella

*Wow, he looks so good.*

Isabella : Hey Alex , we shall give you guys quality time together.

Jade : Call me. See you another time, Alex .

Alex : OK, you can call me tomorrow exactly at noon.

*She nods and exits with Isabella. I fix him a place to sit next to me . He smiles and sits down . He looks very nervous even more than me.*

Ella : Do you need anything to drink?

Alex : No, I'm fine . Um, I want to talk to you.

*Those words. I can already see what he wants to say .*

Ella : It's fine . I know what you probably want to say, and it's okay. I totally get it . I'm sorry for kissing you yesterday. You're way out of my league, and that's fine.

Alex : I forgive. Well, that's a way to put it. But that's not what I wanted to say.

Ella : Oh?

Alex : I wanted to say sorry for fainting. It's just that I had never been kissed before by a girl. I panicked and well fainted. You're a very good kisser . I would like to kiss you again.

*My eyes shoot up shocked . Did I hear right ?*

Alex : You have that look in your face you had when I was teaching you on our last class.

Ella : You want to kiss me ?

Alex :(fixing his glasses) Why yes if you don't mind. I couldn't kiss you yesterday .

Ella : Right now ?

Alex : Yes, please. I still have more to say .

*I smile and nod . He takes my hand and pulls me towards him . We slowly get closer to each other . I can feel his breath on my face . My God, he smells perfect. My eyes are closed waiting for him . I feel his lips on mine, and we kiss passionately. It's slow and steady but filled with emotions . It's like we're both expressing our feelings for each other through the kiss. He pulls out after a while and looks at me . I blush, licking my lips. I wish I could pull him back.*

Alex : Thanks you , I enjoyed our kiss .

Ella : Me too. You wanted to say more ?

Alex : Oh yes , so i went to my doctor to get a diagnosis about everything that I have been feeling.

Ella : When was that? Are you better now?

*I say already worried sick why didn't he say anything to me .*

Alex : Oh yes, it was emotional, and he said I was in love .

Ella : Oh.

*I say he loves someone. That hurts like a bullet .*

Ella : Who's the lucky girl?

Alex : I think I might be the lucky one . It's you . You are the lucky one .

Ella : You love me ?

*I ask my face, already having tears streaming down . He pulls out his handkerchief and wipes my tears with it.*

Alex : Don't cry. I don't seem to enjoy seeing tears on your face .

*I smile, kissing him . He kisses me back with the same hunger. We kiss longer, and he's touching me everywhere .I'm enjoying myself. He pulls out.*

Alex : I'm sorry, so what do you say?

Ella : I love you too.

*He smiles at me and fixes his glasses.*

Alex : So we're a couple now ? We can do all the couple things, right ?

Ella : Yes, Alex , we are . We can even have sex.

Alex : Sex ? Do you want to have sex?

Ella : Not now, but some other time. You don't have to worry. We can talk about it some other time. Let's just enjoy each other for now.

Alex : I'll let you know when we will have sex okay?

*I smile and nod.*

Ella : Thank you , tell me how to love you , tell me how to hold you ,umma get it right on the first try for you .

Alex : You don't have to try anything for me . I love you just the way you are.

Ella : Oh, Alex. I love you too

*I give him a hug, and we watch my movie together it's a romance this time. He's telling me all about how much all of this is fake and how they can't hide it . He really doesn't watch much TV .*