60

THE ARRANGEMENT

~~

SIXTY

My head is not in the right place at all
I didn't mean to but I called Linda and literally cried and begged to let me see Aya. I feel like Aya was a glue that held our marriage. After all, he was the reason why Mshibe needed me in the first place.
Now that he is no longer in our lives, it feels like my purpose in his life has vanished and I'm just an arranged pregnant wife.

It hurts, it feels like I'm losing a part of my life that I've grown to love. I can't even imagine how to feel if what Thandiswa said turns out to be true.
Zoro is a nightmare to me even today
I went through hell just because life was a bit unkind and I found myself at his mercy and he used me in worst way possible