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THE ARRANGEMENT

FORTY-SIX

Two words, just two words have rambled my brain and my emotions are as scattered and spiralling. "Oh, okay" is what he just said to me. I remain frozen, unable to breathe or move.

Was that Mshibe? The same man who's looked at me with pure adoration, who's made me feel loved, seen, important and I'm madly head over heels with him. My heart feels like it is pumping blood. Was that him? Does he not love or care about me anymore?