13

THE ARRANGEMENT

THIRTEEN
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Intense silence fills us both.
I'm listening to his heartbeat as we lay like that, either of us saying anything.

This is the part where I tell him some comforting words but I'm dry. I don't know what to do.
"Uhm.. I'm sorry you went through so much. I promise I will not overdose, I mean I won't use any drugs of any sort and I am afraid of dying if it were upto me I'd pay off death so I don't have to die and that means I will never commit suicide… Like. I just..suicide and me, oil and water"
F#ock

What am I saying!
I quickly sit up
"Let me go and give Aya a bath" I say and get off the bed walking out without giving him a glance. He must think I'm insensitive and stupid
Arg